Tuesday, September 1, 2009

Day 11. The Issue of Being So Close Yet So Far.

I have nothing in mind to blog about, so here it goes, from me to you after my sahur, gunning away on the keyboard with hopes that my fingers can put what is in my mind, into text. Tickety ticketey tack. The mind hasn't been particularly stable these past few days no thanks to certain occurrences and whatnots. Nevertheless, the focal point of today's post will be "So Close Yet so Far."

Have you been so close to a finishing line, only to fall short of it? At times, even being dragged away from your ultimate finish? It is okay to fall short of the finishing line, we can get over it. But to come to a realisation that we're dragged away? That's a bit too much. I promised to keep my anger in check this Ramadhan, but I couldn't take it yesterday. I felt like I was about to blow up like a bomb. As a result, all the harsh words, sarcasm and whatevers start to flow out like water. To think I've only got 18 more days to go. That's slightly less than halfway there! Urgh...
Sad. One 'Ramadhan Resolution' struck off. And I'm still pissed. I've never been this pissed in my life before. fo shizzle.

Have you ever wished you'd opened the other door, instead of the one you walked through? Damn, I wished I did. But as to most cases, the grass is always greener on the other side of the fence. There I see the door, longingly sitting down there, waiting for someone to open it.

Okay that was totally out of context. Time to head to bed now. 3 hour lecture marathon is up later!

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