Saturday, October 3, 2009

Tough Times.

The time of the year has arrived once again. Exams, projects, reports, love, friendships all laid down on the line for 2 months. In 2 months, the results will show, and tell me what kind of a person am I. In 2 months, the semester will be over. In 2 months, I'm preparing for something big.

Life has been tough since Recess Week started. Looking at my past entries,

White Lies to Hypocrisy.
Queen of Bitching.
An Invitation to the Truth. What the Qur'an Says about Liars and their Methods.
I realise that I'm going through a lot emotionally. As Jordin Sparks sings "Battlefield" and thinks that love is one, I think life itself is a battlefield. Full of minefields and potholes. You inch your way through NO MAN's land, not knowing if there is a mine up ahead. And when you do step on one, you lose a part of yourself.

The thing is, you can't stay down for long. You have to move on. So there comes the medic, in the form of family, close friends, and self-motivation. When you're all patched up, you continue running. And you run as hard as you can and do not look back.

Some of my friends have tough lives too. And each have their own way of handling things. Some seek solace in God, some find strength in family, most confide to their friends. and a select few blast it out on their blogs. Whichever path they choose, these problems will inevitably have to be solved their way.

No point ranting about life and not doing anything about it. I'm going to study for my exams, meet up with friends in between studies, bring that cute girl out for dates, help my parents when they need help, pray to God, and ultimately, strive to find happiness.

When all else crumble, I am glad I'm blessed with a great family, a cool mom, a determined dad, a funky bro and a strong sister. There is nobody better to return home to, than these people. =)

Alhamdulillah.
Alhamdulillah.
Alhamdulillah.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

trust and honour your family, they will never judge you of who you become....mama