Each night before I go to sleep, I go through what happened during the day. The blessings I count, the good times I had and the moments of difficulty. And each time, without fail, you will come into mind.
You, are a weird phenomenon.
The feelings I have, is abnormal. And I dare say I think you're the only person capable of putting me in this state. The thing is, I don't like nor hate you.In a way I'm in a state of emotional equilibrium when it comes to you. Its weird yes. And I always wonder how you're doing. Whether you've eaten. How was your day. And such for reasons unknown. When you do find me, I feel a sense of relief, together with a sense of resent. Because meeting you has always been the nicest, yet most painful thing.
I hope I figure out what this is very soon. Maybe its you, maybe its me. We will never know. But one thing is for sure, I do sure hope one day when you decide to take a rest from flying high, you will get on your feet and live well.
Insha Allah.
You, are a weird phenomenon.
The feelings I have, is abnormal. And I dare say I think you're the only person capable of putting me in this state. The thing is, I don't like nor hate you.In a way I'm in a state of emotional equilibrium when it comes to you. Its weird yes. And I always wonder how you're doing. Whether you've eaten. How was your day. And such for reasons unknown. When you do find me, I feel a sense of relief, together with a sense of resent. Because meeting you has always been the nicest, yet most painful thing.
I hope I figure out what this is very soon. Maybe its you, maybe its me. We will never know. But one thing is for sure, I do sure hope one day when you decide to take a rest from flying high, you will get on your feet and live well.
Insha Allah.
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