The Abyss that was Once Filled

Unknowingly, days turned into weeks, and weeks into months. The abyss that was once filled with joy and laughter, seemed bearable now and life moves on as if nothing had happened. No longer was there the dire need for company from friends and loved ones that helped distract the obvious sorrow that had befallen this fragile soul.

Right now, nothing would change if the primary objectives in life was set upon career and upgrading self in religion. There is nothing to live for besides self preservation, and recently it has come to realise that the desire to seek the hand of Venus to hold and lead whilst walking this path we call life is slowly fading away. Finally, life is being lived as men should, unshackled, unbounded, free of worries and consequences that comes along in a life of companionship.

Actions only affect self and decisions are made quickly. The usual scrutiny when presented with a forked road is replaced by care-free sentiments. Nothing gets in the way. It is of course, a cause for concern. For how long is this life going to continue? Will it be until eventual demise or will things change for the better (or worse) midway in life?

This void, if not filled, will add up to the statistics of the nation's rate of procreation and only prove that I, for one, is a living case study. It is important however, to be composed and not rash.